Tuesday, December 23, 2014

Dear Santa

Since you’re the star of Christmas, hardly anyone that does not know you on this special day itself and everyone would hope for something from you, I guess I can say that those wishes were made to you?

Well Santa, I guess I will not make it to that list of “Good Children” of yours for that I never even had that slightest thought of you being exist, other than that, I doubt I’m much that nice to be in that list, but even so… I do wish that you are real… you are real… and grant me those wishes that I've made; I did however fulfilled some of them by myself, however not all?

Luck, should I say? As much as I really dislike using unexplained factors like “luck” as an excuse… Somehow I really feel that it plays a part, is it wrong to think that way? I feel that it’s wrong… it could be that I was not trying hard enough, however I do feel that I have pretty much doing my best. “When your best is simply not enough?”

So… Dear Santa, I wish for better luck~ Less careless, less foolish, less mistake.

Yea, I really wish that it could be granted, and also for this life to be easier to live in, as much as holding on to the impacts of all the bad occasions. I feel that I’m really on the verge of holding on already…

I need more good things to happen. Negative please go away.

Best Regards

Dear Santa will you?

Monday, December 1, 2014

1st December, The Beginning Of The End

Hi Blogger and Readers~!

It has been quite sometime since the last time I blogged and wowwww it's December already. Time sure flies huh

I was actually rushing my Internship report, "The Interim" so yeah It feels that it's not right to actually blog when I have not done it yet. soooo yea I'm DONE so hello blog~

A friend of mine posted in Instagram posted that December is the beginning of the end
I found it rather catchy so why not use it as my title XD

Anyway~ A lot has happened along the way, for the past 1 month plus, I think I will just highlight some of the events that occurred to me XD haha okay my typical #JustABoyLife story~ here goes!

20th Birthday Cake By Joy Lim
First of all is I finally hit my 20th, my age from now on officially hit the digit 2 and to be honest although it's already been more than a month I'm still not quite used to it. I still have that temptation of telling others that I am 19 when they ask for my age LOL.

But anyway really thankful to Joy, a junior of mine who was really really persistent to ask me down for my Taekwondo training, She was like "Yoga, if you don't come down for training I'll kill you" on my birthday she said that and I was like wow.. chill yo. haha 

Thanks joy, the cake is really really nice Love it and I don't mind to have more! XD make more~

Can't really exclude her out can I? haha she's the first person to actually wished me a Happy birthday this year. Meet ms. ranko the person who understood me the most, well most of the time XD

Technically, my mom is the first to wished me HAHA,she actually called me 2 hours before the actual day, well this girl haha she stayed at the mrt platform with me just to wait till is 12AM sharp, wish me and leave, of course gave the present as well! XD haha it's really sweet of you ranko~ thanks! Thanks for being there for the 4th year~ and continuing.

I also finally did my second blood donation,

Finally after more than a year of my first and previous donation. Well my constant going back and forth of Indonesia, made me have to wait for 4 months each time I go back soo it's quite annoying sometime when that day finally reaching then you have to go back again to square 1.

Basically that is what happened to me through out the time I was waiting.. When 4 months dues is finally arriving, I would be summoned back to Indonesia and BAM another 4 months to wait LOL.

But I'm glad I did this donation, which I called it as my #BirthdayDonation. I always wanted to do a donation on my birthday. Well back in my school, annually on my birthday, there is always a blood donation drive going on, and when I first found out, I told myself I should go for a blood donation on my birthday and of course I did go for the past 2 years however I was rejected for my 18th and 19th birthday because I needed to wait for the 4 months to due.

This year, I did it! :)

Well if you are blood donors as well, You rocks! if you're not~ Give it a go! be a hero and save life!
Don't scare of pain because trust me in this

It's not painful at all~  and the nurses there are really nice! haha plus after all these, proudly you can call yourself a HERO.

the Golden rule is that : 1 Packet of Blood from you can save 3 lifes.
So yeah! Go and be a hero! :)

NPTKD Bonding Camp 2014

My favorite photo of the camp
After that, my Taekwondo club had this bonding/training camp, well it was not so bad? haha well I won't go much into details about how the camp goes. It was quite fun, the breakfast was not very satisfying though as my least favorite food was served and it was yucky, 

and yea that jump shot photo is really nicely taken haha so I really really like it a lot, and also, what I like about this camp is this time I'm not in charge of this camp, I am purely just a camper of this camp, no authority and no responsibility, not bad I like that feeling,

My previous camps before this one I was either the logistic or the Group leader of a camp. In this camp being purely as a camper, I'm not really that used to it actually haha, feeling all clueless of what is going to happened annoyed me, maybe being one of the in charge is more suitable for me? 

Well if i'm in charge I'll ensure the food is better :X #NoCheese #CheeseSuck

Zhi Wei's 24th Birthday
And then there's this along the way! A good friend's birthday! Meet Zhiwei and Xinyi. my 2 awesome friend that are working along with me currently :)

We formed a team calling ourselves the Team XYZ LOL okay actually I'm the one who came out with that name, it was just so coincidental so why not?? XD 

We are working hard together and helping each other so nothing will hold us back from our goals~
Team XYZ FTW! 
#TeamXYZ #FTW #WeCanDoIt


And yeap it was on my mom's birthday when I had this competition of mine, 
I wrote a long essay in my Instagram POST regarding this, so for some of you who didn't read it perhaps you can check it out~ :P

Well the fight was great, however it certainly wasn't cool to find myself having a muscle strain for my left leg after the matches. LOL literally limp to work the next day. damnnnn.

Oh well I did anyway! haha that's good.

`y typical pose LOL
 I like to do this a lot~

 to promote my blog in SnapChat and apparently most of my friends in snap chat like to made fun of it when they see it or whatsoever HAHA 

They call it my #JustABoyLife pose. Not bad right? HAHAHA

Mr. Gurmit Singh and ME
Of course I must show off this hehe, I was able to meet Mr. Gurmit Singh. Thanks to the opportunity this work of mine(NOT INTERN) given me I was able to meet him and spoken some words too

He was hilarious, I swear. can't stop laughing at his jokes as he told us about his retirement from Mediacorps.

yeap, I actually get the privilege of  getting the first hand info haha yay~ Well anyway hope to meet him again soon! :)

I'm 76kg
I don't if any of you notice HAHA I slimmed down, Yeap! I'm 76kg currently. back in mid October I was 80kg and yea, I kinda went through some extreme diet along the way.

Well yea I had like 1 day one meal period, for a week during end of October and yea, literally slimmed down by 4kg, not bad ;) loving my sharp chin and good bye double chin!

I also upgraded my phone! Well can't just upgrade myself can I? meet my Samsung S4, I changed the casing plus tempered glass screen protector~ cost only $10 ;)

good deal good deal
Just wanna say that tall these are events I shared are just the good events, I didn't share some of the bad events that occurred because...

Actually the accumulation of bad events is MORE than the good ones, yea just remember the good ones and erase all the bad ones(If possible)

Just smile~

Hate to say this but things aren't really going very well haha but just stay strong~ then perhaps it will get better as time goes by. persist and work for the one thing I desire,

And anyway it's a new month today so yea, December perhaps you will be nice~ I certain hope you will because I will make sure you are~ let's walk on and hope for the best~ 

With that thanks for reading...


Friday, October 24, 2014

24th October, Maya

Hi bloggers and readers!

Hey guys~ Sorry I know, I haven't posted any post at all recently. I have been kinda busy with a few things, and also my mood was really really bad~ But oh well I'm much better now! So I'm back! XD

Well let's talk a bit about how was it for me for the past few weeks, well I am still serving my Internship although recently it has started to become a little harder for me?
Never really did have any problem when I just started however these days we just started a few new things and I don't really know how to do it YET so it's quite stressful
I won't deny that I have been dealing with mistakes at work... and my boss is certainly weren't very happy about it... Sooooo ouhhh I better hurry and pick myself up with the new things.

Some of my friends asked why I'm not posting any videos at all~ Well I love to but then again, actually I haven't really had any time of doing it at all, considering that the only time I have is night time and if you have read my previous POST. I actually kinda sacrificing my sleep to edit them, haha well I don't personally mind that

But knowing that I may be dozing off during work that is bad..(I was caught recently for dozing off while staring at the computer) I'm quite shock by how tired I am sometime.. LOL

It has been quite an emotional period for me during the past few weeks

So I don't think I should do anything.. everything will be too negative and wowwwww I don't want that
Well during those EMO period I picked up a new habit! :)

I name this book, "Maya" inspired by the word "my"

Maya means Virtual or Imaginary in Indonesian so yeah fit this book quite well haha it's filled with my virtual imagination towards my life, HAHAHA okay lame.
But I certainly do enjoy writing it~ and if you found this book do contact me haha my contacts are inside HAHA XD

Why I decided to start Journal-ing was because of an inspiration. I was inspired by Philip Wang from Wong Fu Production. When I first cane across his blog and the I saw this post of his that mentioned about his journals. He said...

"I often, very often, read back through old journals. I like to search for patterns, reminders, lessons. They are my life’s “textbooks”. I can see how things I felt were so dire, pan out. I see resolutions to problems and drama. I see worries that ultimately did not need to be worried about. "

which yeah, I like the idea of having our personal life "textbooks". Some lesson are meant to be remember so it will be better if we actually take the initiative of noting them down, and remind ourselves of the lessons we've learned or maybe simply laugh at how stupid we were in the past..? haha that isn't so bad either..?

and yeah, I've been writing a lot lately, more than what I wrote in my blog haha but then the content ain't very fantastic to be shown for others anyway, there are good and bad contents just that these days were mostly bad.

Well how should I say this? I constantly finding myself feeling lost~?

Questioning myself for what I wanna do in the future and I realized I have no right answer that it terrifies me.
Which then now I'm thinking, there actually NO RIGHT ANSWER for this. We can't really predict our future? So yeah, the right answer is perhaps simply do what we are really passionate about, and work on it? :)

This came out of my suggested videos in my channel so I decided to watch it and yeah, learnt a few things. (there are still other celebrities who did this #IAm campaign too) they are all rather inspiring, hearing how they struggle and the TIME they took~

like the one by Michelle Phan she said "It doesn't matter how small your beginnings are, it doesn't matter.. All that matter is how big your passion is"

Haha sorry for all the quotation that I've been doing, but I really enjoy it hearing all these. It just made feel that "Hey, I shouldn't give up just yet, these people pull through cause they didn't give up!"

So yeah I don't know how many of you feel the same as I do.

Anyway this post has been really random. haha but then all I wanna say is..

 I believe we all have the right to strive for that something that we are really passionate about, and sure some people around us may not approve it but then if you really like it then you should really work on it. Don't live in regret~ And I hope I'm able to live mine as well hahahaha let's walk on and see

anyway thanks for reading my random post! I'll ensure I post my next post soon~ :)

Saturday, October 4, 2014

5th October, Living my life to the fullest~

Hi blogger and readers!

So if you have read my previous posts "Path~" and "Moving On~"(Do click the link if you haven't) this is it's continuation~ :)

in the previous post I mentioned that I'm on this discovery journey and I am still~

What happened yesterday, well it happened so I have to move on~
and how is it going to be tomorrow? I don't know. It's a mystery...

So I have TODAY, and all I can say is I should live today to the fullest, by doing things that I am keen to do~
And so I would like to present to you guys!

After finished taking the videos on the 30th September, I started right away on the editing of this video. and yea I still have my Intenship during the day, so I only get to edit the video during night time.

I spent 3 days of this week sleeping at 3AM to edit this video...

It was really tiring~ because I have to leave my house at like 7.30AM the next day so that I won't be late for work.

So I literally only get to sleep like 3 to 4 hour a day.

Not really trying to ask for pity.. okay maybe a litte? HAHAHA I just hope you guys would enjoy it.

I certainly did enjoy it, well as I was editing the videos, new ideas keep popping out of my head and even during working.
I told myself that I AM WORKING, So I should focus on MY WORK..?

But I simply can't stop thinking about my videos haha. I DID FINISH MY WORKS THOUGH!

During my free time in work, I tend to came out with new ideas, things like

-Improving my current videos?
-Ideas for the NEXT videos?
-How to make my videos more interesting?

Things like these and yea~ I actually have the ideas already. My work place is quite a good thinking spot.
I would like to hear how you guys think of my current YouTube Videos I hope to hear some comments haha and I have new ideas of my next videos already so I will try to work on it! :)

If you enjoy it hope to hear some "I'll stay tune" from you guys :P

I remember when I started blogging and start to become rather active on it, I started saying
"I am a blogger"

It sounds sort of boasting, but I was really proud of it, because I wanted to do it a long time ago. Same goes for being a "YouTuber"

I wanted to start my very own YouTube channel and blog for a really long time already but there are always things that stop that thought...

I always feel that I'm not ready for this.

Well it's kinda like I have to step out my comfort zone thing and I always feel "NOT READY"
"I'm scared how people will look at me"

I kinda scared how it will turn out to be, sort of like "what if I failed?"

So I decided to throw away the ideas of being a blogger or Youtuber..

Which, now it makes me think "Why did I?"

I kinda regretted not starting them a little bit more earlier because I have to say I have not been very true to myself.?

I mean, I'm enjoying what I'm doing now.

blogging and YouTube-ing is FUN, though it may feel uncomfortable like 

Thinking how some people may think of me? LOL but.. I guess I don't really wanna care now~ so "f*ck it~ I'm just gonna do it :)"


Each time I came out with new ideas of a next video I will be like~

Yea~ basically I really enjoy and LOVE IT

Whenever new ideas came into my head.

My best friend ranko, would hear my excitement and she'll be like "Chill dude, we'll do it soon"

Yea things like that happened, SO YEA. I don't know how it may turned out to be but I hope you guys would enjoy my videos~

I'm still new at this so, if it's not that good, do bear with me :P 
I will do my best to improve on it. and perhaps you guys can gimme some comments!! :)
I know doing things like "blogging" or "Youtubing"(Is that consider a word?)

MAY NOT benefit me in the future? well who knows right? It MAY benefit me? LOL I hope

But at least I can tell myself that I'm happy~ and living my life to the fullest! :)

Because I'm doing what I LIKE and WANT to do. 


Yea I can proudly tell myself that, because I stood out of my own comfort zone

And I'm F*cking doing it now! So yea

Let's hope things goes along WELL XD
~ It shall be fun~ :P

This is one of the few things that inspire me~

And I hope one day I can do the same as this guy :)

Well of course I won't know whether I could but I'll try for it! XD

We all should live our life doing whatever we enjoy doing, we only live ONCE

So why waste this life not living the way we wanted it. Well I believe there's no such thing as "WASTING YOUR LIFE"

Whatever we are doing, be it studying? working? resting? dating? or whatsoever we are doing it for a purpose.

We all do it for a REASON so what I would like you to know is to live YOUR DREAM just live the way you want it to be~ do whatever you like and just DO IT.

Some people may tell you things like
"Oh it's a waste of time" 
"You need to get a life"
"It's stupid, why are you even doing it?"
"Erm... Are you that free?"
"Look, it's not worth it.."

You're probably thinking "nahh people aren't so mean" well i'm here to tell you THERE ARE SUCH PEOPLE, and I met them~ so yea

I don't want to one day grow old feeling regret..

I want to have the experience of doing what I really want to do~

I'm glad I'm doing it now~

I may have new passion along my life and I promised myself I will do it~ :)

one of my biggest dream now that I wanna achieve one day in the future is
~*I wanna travel and see the world*~

This shall be the biggest project in my life definitely in my bucket list #BucketList

and of course then make a good journal out of that trip and then share it with everyone~ MY BIGGEST DREAM~

And for this I thank you all for reading this long post. Thank you for reading all the way till here

I hope you will continue to read my blog, I'll see you in my next post! :)

and always remember to

~*Live Your Live To The Fullest*~

Thank you!:)

Friday, September 26, 2014

27th September, Moving on~

Hi bloggers and readers! :)

Welcome to my blog again~! Haha anyway yea, in my previous post I mentioned about the path that I'm looking for~? Well just wanna tell you guys that I'm still WALKING~
My life will not stop with all those bad things that been happening, continuing stressing myself won't help either! "The clock is still ticking" and since I don't know the answer to my own future I'm just gonna keep walking~ :)

Walk with a positive attitude and do things that you really enjoy~! Anything and everything that would make you happy! Well and let's face it~ It's true that being happy and optimistic all the time does not solve our solution but then~ It is really much more better than stressing ourselves.

Well for me! I decided to start something that I have always wanted to do.. XD


Yea! I finally made my first video, It was DOPE and NOT PLANNED HAHA but I did anyway because I really feel like starting it. It's like my passion project :)

Do check it out! :) and perhaps gimme some comments on how I can improve it. Well definitely A LOT. And for your information, I have already finished my planning for my NEXT VIDEO! So do keep a look out! XD

Or simply just subscribe to my channel? :) haha hope you enjoy this video though! XD

Anyway the video with this dude! MEET KAI! :)
He's my classmate during semester 2.2. MY BUDDY haha we always sit together #Bromance
And we always have the habit of using mechanical pencil to poke each other in class which why inspired me to make that video HAHA #ArtOfLeadPoking

Oh and if you find the food attracting haha, we ate at the Juntion 8 Manhattan Fish Market! :)

9 Bishan Place,
 Junction 8 Shopping Centre
 #01-22/30, Singapore 579837
Tel/Fax: +65 6352 4034
Business Hours : 11am - 10pm

Here's the address! Do go and try? :) it's quite nice haha

And of course Meet Ranko! My best friend of all time~ :) #YouAreTheBest

If you enjoyed my video, it would be mostly thank to her! She's the first person who encourages me to do it.
Always very supportive of what I do despite how some people would find it weird~ She supports it ALL THE WAY
Thanks Ranko you're the best~ :)

oh and guys she's attached already BUT NOT TO ME HAHA! #FriendForLife 

Meet Felicia! haha she took Selfies with everyone~

Meet Breton! HAHA He claimed that he doesn't know how to smile at the camera lenses #LIES

Back : Hung Fei, Tze Hsien, Sylvester, Me, Lucas
Middle: Weekiong, Effy
Front: Yan Ni, Felicia, Breton(SEE HE SMILED WELL)

Yea! This is my class from Semester 3.1 :)

We made a promised that every alternate Friday we will have dinner together! :)
The first one was 2 week ago~ which was my first week of Internship haha and this is our 2nd time eating together!

Not everyone is here yet though, some of them are busy~

We ate at MooKata! Thai Steamboat Buffet at Lavender

  • Golden Mile Tower
    6001 Beach Road #01-55D
  • Singapore 199589
  • Lavender
and yeap here is the address, it was nice! haha free flow of MEAT, you can like it Fried or boiled Enjoyed! Well wanna find out more do go and try it yourself! XD

 Well! Just some picture of myself! Basically this is how I look like while I'm at work hehe #SeriousMode :P

 As much as I'm having fun, must always work hard too!! :)

With this! I thank you for reading my Blog! :) Hope you enjoy your day! See you soon! XD

24th September, Emma Watson's Speech

Hi Bloggers and Readers!

Just wanna see if any of you have heard of Emma Watson's Speech?
CLICK the link if you haven't haha
Well basically this pretty much sums up what she mentioned in the speech~

I wanna say what she said was rather true, the part where by both genders should be free of how they wanna behave. Do check out more by clicking the link! :)
Man tend to tell themselves that "I SHOULD LEARN TO FACE IT ALONE" well things like that something that.

It's like asking for "Help" is something embarrassing and show sign that "I'm weak and less man" well I tend to feel so I admit it, and I suppose Emma's speech sort of enlighten me about it.

It does not mean I'm gonna act Feminist LOLOL it just that I guess, during my DOWN period after my results came out, I realized that I'm too fixed on wanna settle it by myself which stressed me out.

We will all need a someone that are gonna face it along with us through out~ this person could be your
Your family?
your best friend?

OR Anyone! For me, she's my best friend Ranko. she's there for me through out~ well everyone! Don't always keep things to yourself. It's not really very encouraging, well you have the right to be so called "weak" sometime too.

Allow yourself and find the right person to share your feeling you'll feel better! #BeenThereDoneThat
You may find it a small issue,from the way I said it, However if by doing so could actually make someone feel better, I don't see how this issue is small at all

SO yea my friends don't always suppress yourself with the negativity in your life. Feel free to let all out~ of course to the right person only~ :)

and with this I hope you enjoy your day! XD Thanks for reading and I'll see you soon!